Should I or Should I not?

The possibilities of me joining a club is very wide,for I am not that good in playing soccer,but I shall try to play my very best.Currently in the situation of trials and errors.I am trying my best to get fit again for the upcoming situaiton of my life which I need to verify on;namely becoming an athlete.i am thinking should I or should I not join a club because these questions are lingering at the back of my mind ready to explode.My passion for soccer is big,namely on being a spectator and playing for a club.I am ready to have any compliments of complains from you all about my passion.Well,I WANT to change and be the better of me,my past seems to be bothering me all over again,but now thank God,I am a better person namely on the topic about making decisions.You see,everybody make mistakes.Not just you and me,even king and queens and even governments make mistakes.But one important thing I would like to highlite or whatever it is spelled that we should learn from our mistakes.It is an important ability that one needs to adapt,for our ancestors had done for us.Namely in evolution and also decisive thinking and planning.For I will stop here as I cannot think of what to write for now.Catch you guys later!